BLIG BLAHG!!! lol

I'm listening to the beautiful Jane Lui right now. Illusionist Boy. i love her voice just so peaceful :) Not much new to blog on other than the fact that i haven't started on my piece yet... I'm a bad person lol. I'll get this show going. It's not going to be a super long piece. There will be recurring themes so it's all good... I can't wait to start working on it though. I still have a couple more weeks lol. Then i can tweak as much as i want. As long as i have well structured skeleton with muscles and ligaments i can put the skin and hair on as we go lol. :) Well i guess I'm off lol. I guess you can say i have a little crush on Jane Lui haha no idea whether there is someone in her life lol so I'm good haha. It may just be her voice but whatever lol. Oh and i'm closer to getting my mic :D

Slowly but surely

So today i looked at my account on youtube and i now have 4 subscribers up from 2 lol i know them all lol but still haha. I was reading something earlier and it kinda got me thin kin a little bit. I mean it's late so i'm really thinkin about ti as much as i could lol. But what i got out of it was they were questioning their existence and the purpose of family. Life is defined by death is a basic theme that i got from it. In a sense yes this is true the length of life is simply the time that death is absent. Once we die we start eternity with God or in another place. What's the point of doing anything? I've wondered that before. But i've recently realized that if I'm going to be here rather than waste away i'd rather do something good with my life and bring joy to others and work at Being what God would have me be. In regards to family... whether blood or bond in the end after all your possessions have faded and crumbled away the only thing that is going to be left is the love of people (family) and the love of God. family is important... I don't know i'm rambling... All i want to do in life really is spread love but with that i know that i'll be presented with ample opportunity to hate and hold grudges. Music is flowing in me... i can feel it. i feel a physical moving in me when i get lost in music when i get lost in worship. I need to sleep but never let your mouth cease to worship God. Though the mouths around you may be silent and the jaws may be clamped never let this world take God away from you.

ARRGH ME MATEYS!!!

Ok so last night i went to bed around 9:15 hence why no blog. was doing stuff up until then. I was going to bed in order to wake up earlier :) I did but not as early as i had expected to. I have been waking up around 11 11:45 ish going to bed around you know anywhere from 2 in the morning to 4 lol. So i assumed that i would wake up closer to 6 8 ish... no.... i woke up at !):#)... this < is what happens when you try to cap numbers lol if you can decode that i woke up at 10:30!!!!!!! I slept for over 13 hours after going to bed early... not cool Anyway lol. Music stuff is going well i'm building bar chord stamina. Learned a new song yesterday for worship and it is comprised of the same 4 chords... C#m A E and F#m C#m and F#m are both bar chords but to make transitioning easier (or so i thought) i play barchord A which is one fret from C#m as opposed to a 3 fret leap (not that big a deal just like bar A more in terms of sound) so three barchords i'm basically repeating over and over again lol for like a good 5 8 minutes lol. a long way to say that my hand was HURTING!!! halfway through lol. I know you don't care but i'm used to bar chords that much lol. A lesson in stamina. Still waiting for that mic :) and oh boy is that day going to be sweet :D. Well have a good night all. Oh and i still need to work on my choral piece. still not sure what i want to do though... Lots of inspiration though from Stroope's setting of I Am Not Yours by Sara Teasdale... SUCH A BEAUTIFUL PIECE!!!

It's been a while

It's 1:46 in the morning and i'm still awake. I'll start going to bed earlier soon. But i'm listening to choir music right now on youtube and i found a piece by Z. Randall Stroope. Absolutely beautiful piece "I Am Not Yours". Stroope is a wonderful composer and he is one of my influences. I love choral music. I love the music that can be made with an instrument that is a part of us. No other instrument has it's intimacy and intricacies. The voice is such an amazing instrument and a gift to us all. There isn't much more to say tonight other than music heals and right now i need some healing and God is working in me. I want to make music that speaks to something in you and calls forth life. No matter what i may be talking about. I love you all have a wonderful evening and keep each other in your prayers. :)