Short Post

So a short post tonight just wanted to share with you something that came to my head recently. I

would like to write a book, well several, and the first line of one book will be..."And that's why

I called your mother a whore..." lol. So yeah don't know where i'd go with that or whether it

would be an attempt at comedy or if it would be a dramatic novel or short story. That is all may

you all have a good night. :)

Duckie outie.

What's Happenin'

So a few days back i had my first ever Ustream Show... 2 people showed up at different times lol.

But it was a good learning experience. :) Looking forward to having more live streams, and

changing locations. I really want to do one in the park. :) So I should have some new stuff up on

the new channel soon. Still working on the album. I need to finish writing one of the songs and

then record it and re-record the others. I wasn't happy with the performance. Not trying to be

perfect but I want something I'm willing to share with the world. I want something at least up to

par with my ability. Any who.


I'm contemplating just going with the songs I have now and making the fourth song one of my

wacky ones from the side project. Or i still kinda want to finish this song and have it on the

album and make the other song a fifth for the EP. I'll figure it out. I'm also trying to figure

out the sound I want for this EP. And where I want to take it for the LP once it's released. I

don't know if I want to go for the really lo-fi but warm live performance feel or what. I mean

GAHH lol. I just want to bring you all something that you will want to listen to. I have a lot

to figure out and experiment with. This is why I want music to be my job period. Get paid to

discover new parts of my musical being and new ways to express myself. :)


I'd trade it all for music but i like movies too much haha :P I also want to dip into film a

bit. I really want to just immerse my self in all things creative. Photography, cinema, music,

art, engineering. There is so much I want to do. So much i want to create, build, design,

produce. Not for the fame but because it would be fun, and it would bring a smile to peoples

faces. I mean i want to make money so i can support my self and a family but that's not why i

want to do it. If I want money and that's it I'll work my way up the ladder at some other job

haha.


Well with all this being said so much is racing through my head and it's causing me to wake up

more but i can't do anything really tonight... so I will bid you all Adieu. I really want to

incorporate some Korean and French into my music. :) REALLY want to visit Korea. I LOVE Korean

food. and the culture. Want to learn more about it. :)



Duck outie...




oh and what will I name the LP? Will I stick with Windows? I don't know.

Covers...

New covers to come but they may not be what you expect. I took down most of them and will be starting fresh. the new channel will be Fairleymusic. So Pub-domain covers will be what i'll be putting up for a while :) Hope you all enjoy. :)

Disappear...

Sometimes I just want to walk out the door and disappear for a while... Sometimes I wonder if I'm anything like a potato I one saw. It began to sprout. Then it began to rot... as it rot it fed the new creation emerging from it's broken and cracked skin. If I had planted it, it would have yielded many more potatoes. If I let myself rot will something new emerge? What I truly desire to become. Something better than I am now. Or will I simply rot and fade away... in dying killing part of those I held dear in my heart. Will the new me be able too love like I did so many years ago? I think that I've rotted enough it's time to plant my self and find out...


I'll have some new covers up soon. I almost decided to not put them up because of the crap I'm dealing with. Well I'll turn this crap into raw emotion and give you all a piece of myself in what I put up.

I'm out.

Hello Monsieur Satie...

I once spoke to a woman about Satie... She questioned my intentions and left him out of it...