BLIG BLAHG!!! lol

I'm listening to the beautiful Jane Lui right now. Illusionist Boy. i love her voice just so peaceful :) Not much new to blog on other than the fact that i haven't started on my piece yet... I'm a bad person lol. I'll get this show going. It's not going to be a super long piece. There will be recurring themes so it's all good... I can't wait to start working on it though. I still have a couple more weeks lol. Then i can tweak as much as i want. As long as i have well structured skeleton with muscles and ligaments i can put the skin and hair on as we go lol. :) Well i guess I'm off lol. I guess you can say i have a little crush on Jane Lui haha no idea whether there is someone in her life lol so I'm good haha. It may just be her voice but whatever lol. Oh and i'm closer to getting my mic :D

Slowly but surely

So today i looked at my account on youtube and i now have 4 subscribers up from 2 lol i know them all lol but still haha. I was reading something earlier and it kinda got me thin kin a little bit. I mean it's late so i'm really thinkin about ti as much as i could lol. But what i got out of it was they were questioning their existence and the purpose of family. Life is defined by death is a basic theme that i got from it. In a sense yes this is true the length of life is simply the time that death is absent. Once we die we start eternity with God or in another place. What's the point of doing anything? I've wondered that before. But i've recently realized that if I'm going to be here rather than waste away i'd rather do something good with my life and bring joy to others and work at Being what God would have me be. In regards to family... whether blood or bond in the end after all your possessions have faded and crumbled away the only thing that is going to be left is the love of people (family) and the love of God. family is important... I don't know i'm rambling... All i want to do in life really is spread love but with that i know that i'll be presented with ample opportunity to hate and hold grudges. Music is flowing in me... i can feel it. i feel a physical moving in me when i get lost in music when i get lost in worship. I need to sleep but never let your mouth cease to worship God. Though the mouths around you may be silent and the jaws may be clamped never let this world take God away from you.

ARRGH ME MATEYS!!!

Ok so last night i went to bed around 9:15 hence why no blog. was doing stuff up until then. I was going to bed in order to wake up earlier :) I did but not as early as i had expected to. I have been waking up around 11 11:45 ish going to bed around you know anywhere from 2 in the morning to 4 lol. So i assumed that i would wake up closer to 6 8 ish... no.... i woke up at !):#)... this < is what happens when you try to cap numbers lol if you can decode that i woke up at 10:30!!!!!!! I slept for over 13 hours after going to bed early... not cool Anyway lol. Music stuff is going well i'm building bar chord stamina. Learned a new song yesterday for worship and it is comprised of the same 4 chords... C#m A E and F#m C#m and F#m are both bar chords but to make transitioning easier (or so i thought) i play barchord A which is one fret from C#m as opposed to a 3 fret leap (not that big a deal just like bar A more in terms of sound) so three barchords i'm basically repeating over and over again lol for like a good 5 8 minutes lol. a long way to say that my hand was HURTING!!! halfway through lol. I know you don't care but i'm used to bar chords that much lol. A lesson in stamina. Still waiting for that mic :) and oh boy is that day going to be sweet :D. Well have a good night all. Oh and i still need to work on my choral piece. still not sure what i want to do though... Lots of inspiration though from Stroope's setting of I Am Not Yours by Sara Teasdale... SUCH A BEAUTIFUL PIECE!!!

Ello

I figured out the issues i was having with my stuff saturday :) That made me happy. Today was kind of a slow day for me. I woke up kinda late so not much got accomplished. But i'm going to start going to bed before the next day starts lol. I should eventually get to where i can go to bed at 10 no problem or 9 and wake up at 5. Need ta make some cash to pay off these loans and get my mic in my hands :) And so i can be less of a financial burden on folks.

I still feel like a little kid sometimes. I guess it's because i surround myself with people older than me or people who are moving forward and maturing. Not much really to say here. But regardless of whether i join the military or not i need to get disciplined otherwise my music will never reach where i know it can, should, and God wants it to go. That's part of what this bed deal is about. I need to change the way i eat... I have an addiction to sugar and carbs. Well sorry i missed sunday's blog. Not that many people are reading this yet maybe one person. But still this is the only physically consistent thing in my personal life right now lol. Kinda sad huh. but still i'll get my act to together. Night people.

My day today

Hello one hello all :) SO today was a pretty good day. woke up and relaxed mostly. Took a shower finally lol. Was suppose to go to an open mic night but that kinda fell through. I'l find one around my house that i can go to soon. So i shold have enough money soon to get my KSM out of holding. I CAN'T WAIT!!! I'll have enough to get some cables and pay bills soon then i need to find some work still. I don't know why i'm blogging when all i really do is journal lol There's no real topic of discussion. Well I'm borrowing my friends preamp. It's a Presonus Bluetube. I love that thing. Sounds so good. There's a single channel version of it at the pawn shop by my house. I may just get it.

Today was pretty much just hang out with Josh and Nathan. and go to bed at a decent hour lol. I totally just though today was some phantom day lol. I ost track of time and forgot what happened what day lol. This is why you shouldn't stay up 5 hours into the next day lol. Well i love music and recording. I plan to make this what i do in life :) Then teach once i've had the experiences of life andm y students don't have a rookie for a teacher lol. They'll have a seasoned vet :D Life choices.... soo many of them. Well goodnight my lovlies. Soon i'll have a following who cares about how my day was and i'll have more entertaining antics for them lol.

Peace love and music

These Are the blogs that got all ????DO!!@??#***?#F#OF: ed lol

So... Marissa no i was not drunk... lol although i did almost buy a beer. Decided against it haha. Here is what was supposed to have been said those nights.

i guess one got lost... sad day but here are the other two lol



Yo late night bloggin lol. Just got done seeing the pops for the first time in like 2 1/2 years. it was only for a couple of hours but hey to was good to see him. Sittin in the little area by the elevators in tower c at the Hard Rock Hotel in Vegas. Just got done playing the penny slots lol. I basically just lost a deluxe value meal at Wendy's or a pack of picks. Either way i don't gamble and this is proly the conclusion lol until i actually have a nice positive cash flow and even then i'll proly only drop like ten haha. I'm glad i came with the fam if only to see him. but i'm glad i got to see the fam from out of town :) need to figure out what to do for a sec lol just got done drinkin a BIG soda can't sleep yet. Lookin forward to getting that interface thursday. Well i'll be signing off now. until next time fellow people remember to never lose sight of what is really important in life ^_^ when you find someone who loves you for you hold on and love hard and true ^_^ i love you all. Time for the little boys room HAHA.

This was on August 4 at 3:32 a.m. lol




Now seems like as good a time as any to blog. We're almsot home from Vegas about ten minutes from the house. It was nice to see everyone and spend a little bit of time with them. I'm most likely going to just go right to bed, i might wash a small load of clothes first but yeah we'll see. I need 30 more bucks to get that interface then i'll be recording ^_^ just need a mic cable then when i get back i'll be able to borrow my uncles comp when he's not using it and make some decent scratch tracks in Garageband :) i should be able to get that KSM32 sooner than 4 months. more like one. i just need to find some work like odd jobs and stuff. well i'm home and pretty much done with tonights blog. have a great night muzr and i should be writing more soon. Still failin pretty epically with the song a day lol but wutev lol. See ya'll later peace n love ya'll


This was August 4 at 11:19 p.m.


Well i didn't go to bed right away i actually went to bed closer to 1:30ish and i did no laundry. Also i have no clue what i was trying to say with the word muzr.... lol wth. Well bye people i should post tonight but we'll see.