Slowly but surely

So today i looked at my account on youtube and i now have 4 subscribers up from 2 lol i know them all lol but still haha. I was reading something earlier and it kinda got me thin kin a little bit. I mean it's late so i'm really thinkin about ti as much as i could lol. But what i got out of it was they were questioning their existence and the purpose of family. Life is defined by death is a basic theme that i got from it. In a sense yes this is true the length of life is simply the time that death is absent. Once we die we start eternity with God or in another place. What's the point of doing anything? I've wondered that before. But i've recently realized that if I'm going to be here rather than waste away i'd rather do something good with my life and bring joy to others and work at Being what God would have me be. In regards to family... whether blood or bond in the end after all your possessions have faded and crumbled away the only thing that is going to be left is the love of people (family) and the love of God. family is important... I don't know i'm rambling... All i want to do in life really is spread love but with that i know that i'll be presented with ample opportunity to hate and hold grudges. Music is flowing in me... i can feel it. i feel a physical moving in me when i get lost in music when i get lost in worship. I need to sleep but never let your mouth cease to worship God. Though the mouths around you may be silent and the jaws may be clamped never let this world take God away from you.