Covers...

New covers to come but they may not be what you expect. I took down most of them and will be starting fresh. the new channel will be Fairleymusic. So Pub-domain covers will be what i'll be putting up for a while :) Hope you all enjoy. :)

Disappear...

Sometimes I just want to walk out the door and disappear for a while... Sometimes I wonder if I'm anything like a potato I one saw. It began to sprout. Then it began to rot... as it rot it fed the new creation emerging from it's broken and cracked skin. If I had planted it, it would have yielded many more potatoes. If I let myself rot will something new emerge? What I truly desire to become. Something better than I am now. Or will I simply rot and fade away... in dying killing part of those I held dear in my heart. Will the new me be able too love like I did so many years ago? I think that I've rotted enough it's time to plant my self and find out...


I'll have some new covers up soon. I almost decided to not put them up because of the crap I'm dealing with. Well I'll turn this crap into raw emotion and give you all a piece of myself in what I put up.

I'm out.

Hello Monsieur Satie...

I once spoke to a woman about Satie... She questioned my intentions and left him out of it...

Will you....

Follow my hands, and i will give you my love. Follow my heart and i will give you my eyes. Follow my voice and i will give you my heart. For within my heart your smile resides and in my tender kiss rests your gaze.

Recording and the such

Well i recently recorded Johnny but didn't like how it turned out. I'm really glad that i'm doing this first one mostly by myself. It really gives me insight into how i function behind a mic. I'm able to make mistakes on my own time and not have to worry about it being costly. This way when I finally make it into a legit studio or recording space I'll be able to knock it out in 1 to 2 takes :) So probably next week. when I have some quite time i'll be doing the re-recording or i'll just set up shop in my room... Still trying to figure out how I want to approach this EP and just how lo-fi I want to go with it. Anywho... I'm really looking forward to putting this album out. I want to release something for you to snack on aurally but I need to get it copyrighted first. I'd put out covers for download but i don't want to get sued for not having a mechanical license. Maybe I'll put out some pub domain covers and get them copyrighted later. Any thoughts and suggestions my friends? I think i'll give a random little 30 min U-stream show from my room sometime in the future to give you all a taste. It won't be recorded but you can hear and I can still stay protected. I'll play some covers and origianls. Eliana, Johnny, and one that remains currently untitled. :P Well i hope to play for all of you who reads this some day soon :) Night world.

Ducky outie

The Original Post Is Gone....

I had something typed but i erased it. She is in my heart and will remain as long as there is breathe in my lungs and she wants to be in my embrace.

No more phone blogging...

No more phone blogs i say because they always get screwed up one way or another... oh well. goign to do some recording tomorrow for the album :) Going to record Johnny and Eliana and Another song that has a working title. Then that leaves on more and the EP will be complete. Stay tuned and hopefully not too soon after the full length album will come out :)

That last post is basically how my heart feels right now. Pray with me ya'll it means alot. Music is the food of love. I'm in love and i want to give her music.

I kind of want to get a frappucino with eight shots of espresso...

Sorry i haven't blogged in a while. Going through some ish. More to come soon any suggestions on what to blog? Thinking about creating a vent blog. Thoughts?

New Music...

I realized as i was typing the header for this post that any music really that i bring to you of my own at this point will be new haha. Once I get my songs copyrighted I'll share them with you all :) Currently I basically have the EP done. Right now I anticipate to have 4 songs on the EP. I plan to start recording it mid to late July and release it sometime early to mid September. :) I have quite a bit to work on musically. The English language looks so weird sometimes... anywho. Thank you all for reading and going along with the change in intent for this blog. Check out my youtube. Youtube. :)

Duckie outie

Campaign Done...

So last night the campaign ended and the goal was not met sadly. But I've grown from this and learned some valuable lessons. :) I know that I need to first produce something of my own that will show people that I'm actually doing something with the music that is mine and not just covering other peoples. Otherwise they think i'm just some dude trying to live out a fantasy. I may have been expecting a bit much for fundraising before I make a debut haha but i will make it and give the people something to listen to until the main event comes out :) Thanks to all of you who read this blog from time to time. Please feel free to follow it and share it with your friends. I'll be having some give-aways once I reach 50 followers. Right now I'm at 2 hahahaha. But yeah :) Love you all.]

Ducky outie.

24 Hours Remain

So here I am sitting in my room listening to some great Dubstep :) with 24 Hours left in the Kickstarter Skrillex is basically beast mad for real. :) So for all of you who haven't yet go check out the Kickstarter and see what's up :). The music is coming along great so far just need to buckle down and get some writing done and map the whole thing out. I have some ideas of how i want to do various songs just a matter of what I think will sound the best and translate the best. Once I get the money I'll be able to get everything squared to where I want it for this current project. I plan to start recording everything by mid to late July. :) Oh man do I need new strings haha. These strings right now are so gone... I mean I'll probably need to have an actual funeral for them when the new strings get put on. And again Skrillex is beast, makes me want to produce some dubstep like yes. I can hear it in my head but i don't have the plugins and software needed to get that GRIMEY!!! lol well God bless.

Ducky out.

Working on music...

I look forward to the day when i can just work on music all day and get payed to do it. Make a living off of it. I can't wait to finish these last few songs and put this album out for you all over the course of these next few months. It will be out by September and i'll have some shows before hand and i'll have an album release show. If any of you would like to host me for a home show in the near future just let me know :) I really want to do a house show soon maybe even a small apartment show. That would be super chill. I'll have some demos up soon. I'll want to get your feedback on which song should wait until the full length album. I already have an idea but i will take your suggestions into consideration :) Thanks for reading. I'll have some new covers up soon. I've been working on a few. I should have one up in the next week or so. :) laters peeps

Ducky out.

I've decided...

This is now officially the rant blog. the sribblins of the life of a songster. I continually find myself thrust headlong into this rabbit hole of feelings for women; and just as in the remake of Alice in Wonderland. Every time i hit the bottom with a loud thud... then sit up thinking it's over only to find that room is upside down and i'm on the ceiling about to come cra.... *THUD* I think i broke something... Anywho. i just need to ramble rant tonight i guess. Any feedback is welcome as always. I'm just tired of feeling this way about women only to find that it just isn't going to happen, or knowing if she's someone i should fight for. out of all that i have fallen for there are only 2 that i would be willing to fight for. The current i have a connection that i can feel that i might not necessarily be able to see but i know it's there. From day one of the official meet and beginning of the friendship i knew this one was different from a lot of others. We're are going to be a part of each others lives for a very long time. I don't know if these feelings are legitimate or just my craving for intimacy... I've never been this attached to a woman my age not related directly to me. I'm not sure if i'm confusing my need to continue to nurture this friendship or if I am actually falling for her. We have some major differences that normally would be a deal breaker. If I was interested in any other woman i know i'd be like eff that, but with her i'm like well maybe. Regardless of what happens i've already given her a part of me and attached myself to her. We're in this for the long haul. Well i should sleep have a lot to do tomorrow.

This little ducky is outie.

My Album

So about 15 Days ago I launched a campaign to raise the funds for my album 'Windows'. There will be a link at the end of the post where you can check it out. I need the money so that I can get all of my songs copyrighted, have the cd duplicated, mail the cd out to people, get the equipment to record and treat my room. I have a demo of 'Johnny' up on Myspace right now to give you a taste of what's on the album. A link for that too. Will post more soon :)

Myspace

Kickstarter-'Windows'

Results and updates

So the results of chance being my lyricist were interesting. Looks weird but it lends itself well to a beatnik style of delivery. I will explain more about how I got this and will continue to do more of these but the parameters will be much stricter :P

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Let's see if you can figure out what I did lol If you can I will literally BAKE you cookies and send them to you or deliver them to you depending on your distance.

In other news I now have quite a few songs finished and working more on completing lyrics for the rest i have about 4 songs i'm actively working on aside from the ones i have finished. i recently got out the sax and clarinet again. I've missed them soooo much. Glad to be playing again. Maybe i'll play them some at a future show. Looping anyone lol :) Well i must bid you all farewell :) Thanks for reading come back for more info about the music.

Music...

So I'm sitting in a friends apartment listening to a dubstep remix of Whip My Hair. I really enjoy some good dubstep. I look forward to having an EP out soon like in the next 3 months hopefully. :) I will be playing a show around the time of my birthday. I am determined to make that happen this year. I have some songs to write and start writing. I am actually about to literally let one write itself. Chance is going to be my lyricist... stay tuned for results

Realizations about... things...

Realized tonight why my blogs don't seem to have direction. I have no direction. I have alot of thoughts of what i would like to do. Nice thoughts that make me sound like i have a race to run. But really i'm sitting on the side of Sunset watching the cars go by imagining my self running. Different color shorts, shoes, etc. Just watching a race in my head. When really i'm just watching cars pass me by. In the morning I will have a direction. Ready to train to run a race. or just jump in. There's no real training for life. Fish don't get a warm up for their swim... neither do I. Well I'm continually praying with you my dear readers. And I would love to have you pray with me.

My Blogs don't make sense...

So here I am sitting in a room with people. Crazy events happen in lives that intersect mine. Not really here to scribble eloquence but rather just scribble. Little tidbits from the mind of a blooming writer. Her line intersected mine and for a second a dimension unknown to me came about and I saw her. Not realizing what had happened until seconds after our departure I felt my heart race and confusion begin to set in... What just happened? I have no idea. Did my heart decide while i was sleeping that i would display my affections whenever i saw here face? It was like my heart was on autopilot... May my heart lead me around the world and right to her.