I'm done with it...

I just don't get it sometimes. If you're so damn worried why not fucking ask? You can't really be that concerned if you don't fucking talk to me. I may not talk but it's giving you a chance to. If you have the balls to confront me when I'm feeling like shit for no apparent reason then thank you. You think the people I care about know me. Sometimes I just need a fucking hug. I'm only posting this here because I know no one reads it. I'm just done with people not having the balls to tell me how they feel about me. You don't want to see me again ok but fucking respond or tell me to my face. You have an issue with the way I'm doing something ok tell me to my fucking face. You notice I'm off. Ask me what the fuck is wrong. i say something that hurts your feelings or offends you or someone else. Don't let it slide TELL ME... TO... MY... FUCKING... FACE! I know that bullshit is going to be a constant in life and i just might start calling people on it. I know I'd lose some "friends" but fuck it I don't care anymore. I'm tired of being what I think people want me to be. I just want to be me without the fear of being alone. I know i don't "need" people to live. But I know that I do need people. Without other people our existence is practically meaningless. So just another mindless rant late night by the poet, the songster, the artist that is me... I'm done with it...