Why am i so antisocial so suddenly? This blog is slowly turnin into a personal account of my life. So not intended. I'll start recording and putting up clips.

Music again :)

So today i got to hang with one of my close friends and talk about music and equipment and voice acting :D it was great time. I really sincerely and truly love music and sound in it's entirety but i still lack the passion i once had... It's still in me i can feel it. on a side note... stuff...

Music

Music speaks for itself. I love it. I love Chamber and all those in it. :) I have nothing more to say tonight. goodnight.

The music...

The music i hear a feel... the poetry i can taste and see growing deep within me trying to break out of this shell that is my mind to spill onto the page and twitch through my fingertips to hit the keyboard and convey the thoughts into actions visible to other eyes.

I'm sitting here listening to some Nas and working on a choral piece. I got a lot more than i had done tonight... Nas is seriously one of the sickest rappers ever. I like rap a lot. Rhythm and poetry. I have the poetry and i have the rhythm. I want to rap but be an MC... not really sure but i know i want to put rhythm and words together no matter the topic. Alot of what i say is nonsensical or just not what you would expect to hear someone actually rap about... No one does it so it leaves it open for me to have free flow kinda constantly changing topic within the rhyme. I have a term for it but i don;t want to put it here because the whole world has access to it lol. But yeah haha. Well i'm going to go now. I want to let music consume me. Passion FLOW!!!!

My music is to share. I want to share it all with you. God gave me something to spread. I would be a fool and a butt not to use what is in me. I love you all.

Where anything is a possibility and if i mess up i can always get back up and try again. Or make it better. I want to just write what i hear for you all.

For the past 2 years of my life. I 'm ready to write again and actually get somewhere. I want to fearless in music again. See it through the eyes of a child.

No blog in a while as you can see. Nothing to write really i guess. I'm waiting for my metaphorical spring to come. I feel as though I've been hibernating

So much for that...

So much for the blog-a-day venture lol. My pre-amp kit came in today and i'm excited to start assembling it :) i need to get a new soldering iron though. one that will allow me to get a fresh start learning how to solder properly with a clean tip... i just about wrecked my iron and i need more solder. The solder i have now is way too thick lol. i have 2 hours to recycle some bottle shower and pack for tonight. CHAMBER TONIGHT!!! SOOO EXCITED!!! :) Well i guess i'll be going now. Still far behind on my choral piece... dang...

why i try to paint

I LOVE to paint. :) While music is my thing i enjoy painting. I just like to let my hand go and see what happens rarely do i ever start with an idea of what i want to do. I mean i've tried a few times with drawing and liked it some of the time but most of the time i didn't really care for my end result lol.
When i get my "studio" set up i need to have a corner devoted to painting and drawing lol :) It gives me a form of release that singing and playing music don't. I listen music and just let the paint take me away. It's just so calming and such a peaceful time. Kind of like crocheting is for me only it's like i'm in a calm cool lake looking up at the Autumn Sky taking in the scene of the brown and auburn leaves drifting from the tops of trees. i think i'll paint tomorrow maybe if i feel like setting my station up lol. Lots of preparation sine i have it all stored cuz there's no room in my room to have it out all the time :( plus this computer takes up a lot of desk space.
So I found out that this little mic i have is really a great mic all i needed was an interface to record it with to really bring out it's potential lol. Mic'd a piano and it sounded wonderful. I need to play around with the placement some more but i mean dang SOOO good lol. Once i get a job and get money so i can buy stuff and experiment i'll actually have some musicy things to talk about :) Through the litte bit that i've heard about cables and the small amount that i have learned in the past 2 weeks at citrus SOO much has opened up in my world of possibilities lol. I feel kind of dumb and noobish but just because i can and i like to do things that normally aren't done i want to make a mic cable... but not just any mic cable. i mean i plan to build my own cables but this one is going to a y-cable that i don't think many people have seen and it's all for my special mic... it's going to have the 1/8 inch mono female connectors combine to one xlr input. Basically taking a stereo mic and putting it into a single balanced channel. This way i can use it live in more locations if i so choose :D it'd be real fun to mic guitar with on stage :P We'll cross the stage micing bridge when we get to it lol.
I just love the little thing and i can't wait to get to J-lords tomorrow to have another little mic shootout. But this time it will be all of my mics :) i wish i could shootout the KSM32 tomorrow too maybe if i can sell a kidney lol jk jk i like my kidneys where they are... inside me lol. Well night all of you readers.

Long time no blog wow I've just been like bleh but yeah and my computer has been a butt. I'll try to blog tonight.